This is what she says each time she goes dancing:
"Tonight will be my last ever milonga."
But she says it with a smile. She makes the most of each "last time" she has in a joyous way.
She practices for the true last time that surely will come sooner or later--not as a sad reminder that there is in all things always the very last time, but that she may be aware and simply to show up fully. She's not on her phone. She's not just chattering loudly next to the dancers. She is present, catching the eyes of others who want to dance too. She's aware. She's there.
